23:30 Apr 16, 2010
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恋爱真的好累
谈恋爱真的好累，好累好累，有时候想放弃,但却舍不得，付出的越多就越舍不得。
感觉在一起就老吵架，快乐的时候有，可是痛苦的时间多于快乐，眼泪可以积累成河了吧。
以前我不要他送我回家他也硬送我回家，而最近一直吵架，这几次他都没送我，今天星期五又我一个人回去了，我真的很生气又难过，在班级里也哭了
他爱我，这我清楚，只是他太不成熟，完全不知道怎样疼爱一个女孩，而且也是蛮不讲理的性格，很难让他把我的话听进去。
回家后他给我打电话，问我为什么生气，难道他就真蠢的我为什么生气都不知道？我直接认为他在装傻。讲了几句后我说"你干吗不送我"他说"为什么每个星期都要送?"我真的气到爆，每个星期也就星期五送，男生送喜欢的女生也是职责啊，他却这样认为，而且我也不想看见身边的朋友和BF一起开心地回家，我却孤单一人回去。接着就挂了他的电话,他又打过来,结果又说了几句，他说送我和踢球，他更想踢球，我气得不行了接着又挂了并且关机。过了一会开机他发了条短信和我道歉。接着我就接了他电话，他也开始用温柔的语气哄我，心情终于好多了
可是后来又因为去晋元实验考,我不知道怎么去,是希望他能说送我去,当然我不会真的让他送啦,可是他却说什么想睡觉啊，两个人考试也不是一个时间等等的理由表达他不想送我，突然又很不开心了
就这样刚刚和好又会不开心,谈恋爱真的好烦,但是一旦谈了想分开又好难!
明天就实验考了，可我一点都没心情去想那些实验步骤，而且下星期就期中考试了，难道这个周末我又要没心情复习了吗？为什么情感可以操纵我的整个思维！我不想再被束缚了，我想要自由，想要没有眼泪的日子，没有冷战的日子.，想能天天快快乐乐的
现在的生活真的好累，我该怎么办
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23:29 Apr 16, 2010 edit by: 开心就好
放不下的，回不去的
已经越来越不清楚
留恋的是人还是回忆
放不下的是过去还是你
回不去的是心情还是感情
明明晃晃，重叠在一起，不知道是影像，是记忆，还是那个真实的你。
时光荏苒，岁月不再
先锋博客的瘫痪，把我们所有的链接全都断了，这是天意吧
我只是不甘心么？
可是，明明，我是那么深地爱过你
或者，我爱的只是我的初恋，我的时光
两年了
为什么我再也没有找到过当初心动的感觉
再也没有一见钟情的诗意
再也不会那么简单地渴望相伴
记忆的片段飘过
我还是会情不自禁的微笑
想起我们在一起，
在一起辩论，在一起探讨诗词
有那么一刻，我以为我们这辈子
会像易安夫妇那样
赌书消得泼茶香
然而一别企期经年
我才懂得
原来当时只道是寻常
可是
你也总会有想起我的时候吧？
哪怕那么一刻
你是带着怎样的心情想起我们在一起的婉转时光
流年已逝
还会不会有那么一刻
想起我们曾经紧握的手
一起诵读那首《卜算子》
一起说着
只愿君心似我心
定不负
相思意！
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23:29 Apr 16, 2010 edit by: 开心就好
A Letter to Myself 给十年后的自己
A Letter to Myself 给十年后的自己
Hey, another me in ten years, how are you?
In the blink of an eye have passed ten years, during which you must have taken on a new look.
I guess, you may be jealous of the girls who look attractive with rosy cheeks, fair complexion, long and graceful legs and slender figure, but you should realize that beauty is only skin deep, it’s inner beauty that matters. To tell you a truth, you are more charming with the wisdom of maturity although you get tiny wrinkles which fail to cover you beauty inside.
I guess, you have found your ideal job as a lawyer or a legal adviser and come to the realization that office life is totally a different story from your expectation. Office life is not all fairytale drama, instead, it contains demanding boss, aspirant colleagues and competitive atmosphere making you under tremendous pressure. You may get a dressing-down from the boss, be misunderstood by colleagues, and feel stressed out with tons of work, in which case, don’t let yourself prey to any self-doubt or sense of insecurity. You should stick to that fortune will be sure to smile on your efforts, you will finally work to reach the place where fortune spots you, and let you shine, which you deserve.
I guess, you have found the person you want to find, and could enjoy a real beautiful friendships in your lives. A saying goes, friendship is the mother of our spirit, who’ll warm her kid when hurt occurs. You have much to share with friends in life, confusion, excitement, bitterness and so on, wouldn’t that be something! Let’s pray the flower of friendship between you and your friends would always bloom brightly.
I guess, you have founded a snug and quiet family with your beloved who must be a considerate man with eyes like limpid pools. Every morning, you wake up to his warm smile before drawing the curtains to let ample sunlight through French windows that looks down a garden.; every evening, you take a hand-in-hand walk with him under the silver moon and starlight before the sweet sleep. And maybe you are starting of a baby. You know, there’s no greater happiness than waiting silently for the arrival of a pledge of love. You must be expecting the moment when you shed tears of joy on hearing the most angelic sound “mom”.www.qqee.net
I guess, your relatives and family are still healthy. Every weekend, family reunion is filled with cheers and laughter. But my dear, you can’t imagine how much energies your parents have exhausted to bring you up. So remember to spend more time with your parents in the rush of your busy life and after reading this letter, hold your parents close, whisper in their ears, tell them how much you love them and that you’ll always hold them dear.
Memories flashed through my minds like an old newsreel as I am dropping you a line. I reminisce when grandfather was miserable in intensive care, he said, “If you feel terrible in the present, if you feel forlorn with nobody helping you out, if you feel desperate, discouraged, or frustrated, try to hang in there whatever happens, because there is someone awaiting you with a precious gift in your coming life, don’t leave it in undeliverable.” Tears well up uncontrollable in my eyes, and I am consumed by a rush of sadness.
My dear, I’d like you to know every mountain has a peak; every valley has its low point. Life has its low point. Life has its ups and downs, its peaks and valleys. No one is up all the time and, nor are they down all the time. Problems do end. They are all resolved in time. When time slips along, I hope there are the things you can look back at and never regret.
My dear, I believe you have finally come to a good point after a rugged path, and I know it is just a point of departure for the next journey.
You do it and you will make it.
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23:28 Apr 16, 2010 edit by: 开心就好
血泪染成你的名字
夜晚在手机里写了好多好多字，全部保存在短信草稿箱。
想着有朝一日能给你发出去。
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某天心血来潮敷了面膜，揭下来后神奇的发现真的会白……
可是被某个见鬼的人说“哟，死人脸，你干什么去了。”……
某天心血来潮地喷了香水，正觉得气味大得有些夸张……
结果某个见鬼见到家的人走过来嗅嗅“哟，娘们，挺香的呵。”……
这个见鬼的人就是我妈……
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本来今天我们八个人就可以聚一聚的了，无奈朱雪莹那大忙人不知道滚到哪里风光去了没联系上。
下午放学琢磨着去格仔饼等鹏哥独自前来的，等了好一会，丫居然领着两哥经常不见人影的家伙进了来。
那就是我们成哥和祺哥……
然后我问老鹏人民币花剩多少了呀，丫说三十多，我立马的就眼前一黑啊。
我说我草昨晚那可是两百啊你怎么花的啊拿去嫖啊。
然后丫的很无辜的说还了一百给人家剩下的我就不知道了啊不怪我了啊，云云。
于是我心里在那恨得牙痒痒啊，我心说你大爷的你离家出走我们处处帮你借你无数人民币搞得人人都艰难你他妈就这么用啊，再多的钱也不是这么花的啊。
我真在心里想了很多事情，你的难处人人都知道，可是你也体谅体谅咱们成么，不是说不借，给了你就他妈省点用啊。
真是差点没晕过去。
可是一到你们的笑容我的气就全消了。
诶，反正你们也是一群不听劝的混蛋。
我就省省口舌了反正该帮的时候就拉你一把就得了。
你们在我身边就是无声的力量。
就是永恒的信仰。
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好想和你说说话。
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23:27 Apr 16, 2010 edit by: 开心就好
让往事随风
第一次因为忙绿而没能更新，难得。
持续加班了两个星期时间，而持续了两个星期的单纯快乐随着重新恢复规律的时间早已烟消云散开来。最近很多事，加班仅仅是微不足道的一件罢了。
一个人究竟有几个三年？几个六年？又究竟有多少人重复过曾经的错误？甚至在当初过失之后许下过绝不再犯的誓言？现在平静下来发现，根本没有理由干涉他人的生活，而自己本身，或与也在经历再一次同样的错误。
人究竟是该坚持自己还是妥协社会，这真是一个亘古不变的头疼话题。世界就像个巨大的游泳池，沉得太深看不到天空，浮得太浅又看不到水底，永远这么不完美的矛盾着。而往往是那些闭上眼睛什么都不看的人单纯的幸福着。
希望烦恼的事像歌里的那列火车，渐行渐远，永远不要再回来。
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